Return Of The Prodigal

And....I'm back --

After a lengthy absence in which I'm sure maybe ONE person truly missed me, I am back scrawling my thoughts on the walls of cyber space

How've y'all been doing? I'm just chilling, especially after having the most emotionally wracking few weeks of my life. I know I may have flippantly mentioned the fact that I recently came out of a very serious relationship. I have made it a rule not to discuss that here or anywhere else, but I'll say this much, this last two weeks? That's when it really HIT me

HARD

Still reeling, bloodied, bowed, but still on my feet. I decided to move on. In every single facet of my life. Like a line I heard before - there is a big difference between deciding to change your life and actually doing it (hey, I think I got that quote from the first season of Nip/Tuck)

So I find myself preparing to move to a new place, a new job, a new personal project, a new album. I guess that's the main theme in my life right now - reboot

Start over - but no by pretending that what came before didnt exist or matter. But by admitting that it wasn't working and it had to stop and restart

As I glance over my recent posts, it seems that they've gotten rather personal and rather gloomy...hmm, that wont do - that won't do at all, LOL

Hey, you know what I just realized? Sometimes its a trip to just wake up in the morning and not recognize a damn thing. It reminds you that there is a tommorow you know NOTHING about and that your present routine is just a snippet of the tapestry that WILL be your life

It's just not there yet. Whereever you are right now? You're just not THERE yet...

This is the part where I quit my binging on junk food and put down the PS2 controller. Life goes on - to where? I don't know. But that's two thirds of the fun right?

I shall post again soon...

Victor Sanchez Aghahowa